Today, I feel different! Today, I feel good. Don’t know why, considering yesterday I was ready to throw the towel in. I guess it’s partly BPD (I can be suicidal one minute, and the next, as high as a kite, to say nothing of impulsive and emotionally all over the place and around and around i go)! Nevertheless, i’m making the most of it while it lasts. My therapy went well today; I received a publishing contract for my third book; I’ve made a great new blog/email friend; I’ve been happy; I’ve been angry: I’ve laughed; I’ve cried; I’ve shared my feelings (important) and that’s why i love these blogs of ours; I’ve been a loser; I’ve been a fighter. Most of all, I’ve been a survivor.


I know many of my friends here will be feeling low and down and desperate and I understand; I’ve been there; I’m more often not still there and may well be back in the mud again by tomorrow. But for now, I want to send you all, my friends… my love and many big hugs and want to share this YouTube clip of Katy Perry’s “Roar” which gave me a ‘lift’ today xxx πŸ™‚

10 thoughts on “SURVIVOR

  1. I’m glad that you’re feeling much better – and I hope you can hang onto the amazingly great feelings and moments that made up this day – when you feel yourself sliding down the rabbit hole.

    Wonderful news on the contract. πŸ™‚

    This alone can help boost the flagging, lagging darkest of moods I hope. πŸ™‚

    1. Thank you so much for your kind words and your encouragement, Pat(ricia), and the congrats. on my contract. πŸ™‚ So far, so good with my mood and I’m trying to lighten the tone of my blog a little in future too. Thanks again x πŸ™‚

      1. Well I’m glad that you’re doing better – and you can call me Pat or Patricia – as you wish.

        As for your blog content – well – it will be what you need it to be in the moment – so it’s all good. Content changes as we grow and change and our wishes come out.

        I hope you have a very good weekend πŸ™‚

      2. Thanks, Pat. Your comments are really helpful :). I’d love to follow your blog but i can’t work out how to get past the Gravatar page. I can’t get the hang of that at all. As soon as i do, i would like to follow you as i like your outlook on life πŸ™‚
        Hope you have a great weekend too! Hope to be in touch again very soon xx πŸ™‚

      3. thanks – actually – if you read a post at my page – just type in on a seach engine – then click the link – you’ll come to the main page. Since you’re a Word Press Blogger – somewhere on your screen, you’ll see a “Follow icon” or tab or whatever – or simply sign up on the blog itself – there is a tab on the right-hand side where it says “follow with X number of people” – and click it – follow the instructions etc. It’s far simpler than you would think πŸ™‚

        And thank you for the desire to read/follow my blog. As for outlook – I just have to keep trying – a life of misery is no life at all – so in some small way – moving forwards,even if falling back 3 steps, *still* is an accomplishment.

        Have a great day and weekend πŸ™‚

  2. Oh wow! What a coincidence! I’m already following LemonLimeFollies but i didn’t realise that was you, Pat!! I love your blog anyway. Your new blogs already come into my inbox! Ellie xxx πŸ™‚

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