Just let me write

I read this blog post today and it touched me so deeply that I decided to reblog it (something I rarely do). Monique reflects my own lack of confidence about myself and my blog, so much so, that I couldn’t express this better if I’d written it myself. Please take the time to read this – Monique shares so much of what I feel sometimes and has a really heartfelt and honest way of expressing herself. Thank you to my stalwart friends who are always there in support of my blog. All credit to Monique Potter xxx

BPD Pieces of Me

I haven’t written in a while. I’m not sure if this is something I should be apologising for. Part of me feels that I should, as I am sorry for most of the things that I do, or in this case didn’t do. The other part of me feels as though it doesn’t matter if I apologise or not because nobody actually cares. My apology will float away and get sucked up in some black vacuum as though it never existed in the first place.

A few months ago someone lashed out at a piece of writing I had published. As much as I tried to understand their reaction and their perspective and why they wrote what they did, it didn’t hurt any less and I allowed them to make me question myself and whether or not I had the right to feel the things that I feel, let alone…

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Author: Ellie Thompson

Writing my memoirs, musings, a little fiction and a lot of poetry as a way of exploring and making the most of my life ... ... Having had a break from writing my blog for more than three years, I decided to return to write my memoirs, some day-to-day observations, views and feelings. My passion is non-fiction poetry. I have a disability and use an electric powerchair called Alfie and let nothing get in the way of living life to the full. I believe that you can never do a kindness too soon and should give credit where credit is due. A smile or a kind word could make the difference between a good or bad day for a person - we never know what's going on for another soul. Those little things, perhaps, practised daily like a mantra, could mean so much to someone else. Thank you for visiting my blog and reading a little more about me. Please, make yourself at home here. You are very welcome. Ellie x 😊

10 thoughts on “Just let me write”

    1. Thank you so much, Mick. I guess my confidence is just a bit low at the moment which automatically triggers the “I’m not good enough” voice. Thanks for your reassurance.

    1. I’ve just read her post and left a comment. It was interesting to read what she had to say. I hope she — and I hope you — won’t give up blogging. 🙂

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